I swear.... Sometimes I wonder I do the things I do
Knowing they affect you especially with all the things it puts you through.
You were a innocent soul before you met me
Now your a wounded Angel whose tears can't make you see
This is my apology to thee
So please open up your wings and fly free
There's a bigger world beyond me
I should've never played with your emotions
I can't blame my past for I am the one that controls my present, but my past made my present and that controls the future which is unknown, so until then... I'm chillin
I've hurt myself too much. Not in physical manner(fuck that bitch shit) but in a mental manner. It really shouldn't be a surprise that I have a few screws loose and a couple of deep seeded issues I needed resolved and I still do. But should I let that stop me?
When I say stop me, I'm not talking about a career path, I'm talking about growing as a person. In the past couple of months LMAO!!! I couldn't even explain the joyride I'm having. I'm really in a position where I should be scrambling, I should be panicking, I should be running around like a headless chicken... But I'm not?... Why?
LOVE
PEACE
HAPPINESS
Those three things are all that matters. Once you figure out what this really means, nothing else will matter. Why? Positivity. A mind is a terrible thing to waste but a positive mind is eternal.
I'm at a point where I want to do more than just a musician. I want to help change the world. I want to help this world see the same light that I'm seeing.
Mentally and spiritually, I was a wreck. I didn't think anything was working towards me, I didn't care about anything, nothing really mattered except for family, friends and music. Then it hit me, I HAD ALL I NEEDED!!! I have my family, friends, music and most importantly, I was alive.
Waking up in the morning can be easily taken for granted. I didn't understand this concept till recently. Like that, I started to appreciate life and all the things I thought were little suddenly grew into towers. The little things are what matters most.
It is 4:27am and I'm in my bed finishing a blog that I started maybe a year ago and somehow, it kinda worked with what I've been going through lately.
Well, let me go back to the first paragrah. I'm sorry... I'm sorry to my soul. I've tortured you for years with the inner turmoil of my life. I had almost let my demons take over, I never gave you a chance to heal, you've been hurting all these years and I just been piling up the pressure on you.
We still have a long way to go too...
Let's make this work.
Knowing they affect you especially with all the things it puts you through.
You were a innocent soul before you met me
Now your a wounded Angel whose tears can't make you see
This is my apology to thee
So please open up your wings and fly free
There's a bigger world beyond me
I should've never played with your emotions
I can't blame my past for I am the one that controls my present, but my past made my present and that controls the future which is unknown, so until then... I'm chillin
I've hurt myself too much. Not in physical manner(fuck that bitch shit) but in a mental manner. It really shouldn't be a surprise that I have a few screws loose and a couple of deep seeded issues I needed resolved and I still do. But should I let that stop me?
When I say stop me, I'm not talking about a career path, I'm talking about growing as a person. In the past couple of months LMAO!!! I couldn't even explain the joyride I'm having. I'm really in a position where I should be scrambling, I should be panicking, I should be running around like a headless chicken... But I'm not?... Why?
LOVE
PEACE
HAPPINESS
Those three things are all that matters. Once you figure out what this really means, nothing else will matter. Why? Positivity. A mind is a terrible thing to waste but a positive mind is eternal.
I'm at a point where I want to do more than just a musician. I want to help change the world. I want to help this world see the same light that I'm seeing.
Mentally and spiritually, I was a wreck. I didn't think anything was working towards me, I didn't care about anything, nothing really mattered except for family, friends and music. Then it hit me, I HAD ALL I NEEDED!!! I have my family, friends, music and most importantly, I was alive.
Waking up in the morning can be easily taken for granted. I didn't understand this concept till recently. Like that, I started to appreciate life and all the things I thought were little suddenly grew into towers. The little things are what matters most.
It is 4:27am and I'm in my bed finishing a blog that I started maybe a year ago and somehow, it kinda worked with what I've been going through lately.
Well, let me go back to the first paragrah. I'm sorry... I'm sorry to my soul. I've tortured you for years with the inner turmoil of my life. I had almost let my demons take over, I never gave you a chance to heal, you've been hurting all these years and I just been piling up the pressure on you.
We still have a long way to go too...
Let's make this work.
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