I hate to be an asshole, but...

I'm here again and this time I'm really sad.  Like, I'm trying my hardest and the more I open up, the more someone tells me it's not enough.  What if that's all I need to do?  What if I need to do less than you?  I'm tired.  

I want to be alone at this point.  I don't want to deal with anyone.  I want to keep everyone at an arms length.  Leave me alone.  

When I'm working and succeeding, everyone got input.  Never mind when I was building the foundation to create this, nobody wanted to help.

I'm here on my own and the universe keeps telling me to be on my own.  I don't want to deal with anybody.  Leave me alone.