Satisfied?

Satisfaction is the death of desire?
So dissatisfaction is the beginning of inspiration?
I guess that's right based on how I feel right now.  Maybe I just ran into another obstacle?  Maybe my job has finally taken its toll on me?  I am dissatisfied with how my employment has done to by day to day Life.  When I'm at work I feel the need to write, practice some vocals, create and reconnect with Loved ones.  I feel disconnected in a way.  I'm maintaining but...  is there more to it?