As It Unfolds...

It’s crazy…
One look at you and I find a balance to come home to.
The scale of which I weigh on has always been out weighed by petty and trivial things.
Pretty soon, I found my way.  I couldn’t wait, I had to run to my next destination because I couldn’t take the anticipation.

The moments of you ripped apart my heart.  But it is a muscle and like any muscle, the wear and tear is what builds you up.  I pray my soul not be corrupt for what’s hard to give is my trust.  Is this Love, lust, a blessing from above, a juvenile crush or just something symbolic like watching the flying of a Dove?

I take one step and I’m not going backwards.  Something keeps telling me to move faster but I smooth cruise down my path, trying to avoid your wrath.  Your rage is what I feel, your Love is what I yearn…  But is this anything I truly earned?

The way Life unfolds I equip myself with tools to face the unknown.  But the unknown has a funny way of remaining unknown (you slick unknown confusing bastard!!).

I look into our void, I can see majesty, world peace, plates filled with chicken, waffles and bacon grease mmmmmmm :-).  Maybe, just maybe.

Straight?  Royal flush?  Doubles?  Or am I bluffing?  Funny how Life and a card game can be soo alike.  Even a man with a royal flush can still be bluffing.  Why should I let you know how good my hand is?

But don’t worry about that…  It is your hand I wish to take.  Even if my hand is too great, I will lay my cards down and let you have all the chips on the plate for it is riches I promised you.

"You were suppose to win, you let me win!!"

"How can I win at something that you won a long time ago?" I replied

The deck is shuffled and the cards are handed out.  5 a piece…  I wonder if that number will stand out?  

We raise our hands and stare at each other.  I see the Devil in those red cheeks, full of fire, fury and determination.  You want to win but at what cost?

When you look at me I hope that you see a God because the truth is all I wish for you is ultimate freedom.  If that means you must fly away, then HEY!!!  Go on and spread your wings, baby.

I look at my hand and still see a flush.  Not sure what you have…  But frankly, I don’t give fuck.  I lay my cards down because in you it is a God I see.  I submit, I surrender, for you I concede.

HXC