The Fall

Come one, come all, Let's all experience the fall.  We should all drop from the biggest building.
Let us feel alive. Let us never die.
The fear of feeling alive is exhilarating.  The thrill of dying is what keeps me alive.
I awake up each day knowing what the world will bring.  But as soon I step out that door, I forget the memories of yesterday and 5 minutes ago.

I've killed a man in my dreams just so I could gain a sense of reality.  I pay attention to scriptures and signs. I listened to wise men and God. Still, all point to this less-traveled road.

Young and old, gold and stone, fire and water, the scared and the bold. As Life unfolds it all does not matter, just laugh and grow phatter, not worrying about all that is matter. Worrying will only get you madder... Sadder... And fatter...

"I can't bear the thought of losing, I dread the attention winning brings" -- Rise Against

Lay rest for your soul. It's tired and has been dragged along the coal. It whispers to you, it whispers to me, it just wants to be. Sleeping awake? Please guide me so I can learn how to sleep awakened. I've held my breath for 24 years, now at 25, I'm just learning what air is.

Wake up my child... Wake up my child... Wake up... Be awakened... RISE!!!!!!!! It's your time to shine. The light might make you blind but a blind man can see all. Now to the fall...

I'm falling and I'm falling, I'm falling until there is no more. Maybe I'll fly like a Dove, maybe I'll just fall into a crowd. Too proud to die but denial isn't a way to be Alive. So I strive.

Falling and falling ever soo faster. Yet, I am patiently waiting to see if a miracle will happen. I gave Death a cocky little smile and he didn't smile nor frown back, he just wanted me to be proud. I asked, "For what? What do you care?"
He replied, "for when your mission is done, I will be there."
So we starred...

I see my doom coming closer and closer. The wind cuts by my skin. As the air gets thicker and thicker... My Life suddenly begins.  Wings spread apart. I'm coming out the dark.  I feel like I'm on Noah's Ark and I'm the builder and it's only passenger.  Escape from my world or embrace it?

I ask myself questions that might make an Angel cry. But for one of those single tears, I feel blessed because SOMEONE IS HERE!!!!  Fighting no more, falling no more, I wash up ashore... Now it's time for me to explore and show the world the little knowledge I know.

Friend or foe I don't worry about thy. I'll just show you Love and I(t) won't come at a fee.  Try and test me now and I won't make you hit the ground, instead, I'll show you inside is where your Love needs to be found.

Jesus Christ and Buddha, Hitler and Lucifer. You all look the same to me, so I give nothing but respect to thy. A blind man may not see your face, nor care for race but he can feel your every grace and disgrace. A blind man knows a pure heart when he sees one.

So I block my senses and I start to feel. And I feel a lost Love in the devil's warm heart :-)
Good and evil, fighting for what is right. But right and wrong is blurry, like a truth and lie.

So I strive.

I strive for me and maybe even for my family to be. But still I cry, afraid of the beautiful things I may never see.  Whip the tears from my eyes, illuminate the Moon with just my light... And still the fight never ends... I fall again... The fight will never end... But I'm not afraid to fall again...