Sometimes I think I lost everything then sometimes I feel like I figured everything out. These blogs that I put up are just self confessions of myself, to myself, the reason why I don't broadcast them. It is a peak into my own mind or at least the struggle, the joys and the ups and downs and the questions that I have swirling around in my mind(and my Life).
I'm filled with a lot of questions, I'm filled with a lot of doubt and worry. [Broken record in 5...4...3...2...1...] I JUST WANT TO BE FREE!!!! Am I not asking the right questions?! Is my worry placed in the wrong things? Why am I filled with doubt?!
I can't keep screaming at myself!! I'm only one man who is trying to understand Life. My Life and everyone connected in this Universal web. Maybe I'm trying to accomplish the impossible task? Maybe I'm trying to be better than what I was yesterday? Simple as that?... Maybe.
God?... Am I one? Hell, are we one?
Maybe this 2012 shit has gotten to my head and I'm soo worried about the end. WHY SHOULD I BE WORRIED ABOUT THE END?!! End is inevitable, why worry about the inevitable?
I feel like I'm going insane, like I should be running in circles and screaming at the top of my lungs for no apparent reason.
Break free of the negative, become one with the positive.
Am I doing something wrong? I hope not.
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