My Homeboy Cosmic... My dog, I'll love him forever

You were my dog

no seriously he was my dog, not like that ghetto saying for friend 'dawg'

because on the real he was above them all.

A real friend to me, a friendship that noone could see

because he was either eating, laying down or sleep

but that was Cosmic for you, lazy and always looking for z's

Whenever I came home from work him and midknight would be on my ass

praying I would let them free so they could roll around in the grass

and sometimes I would let them pass, and he would be soo happy run around soo fast

which was weird since he weighs more than me and does nothing but sleep, eat and find another spot to crash.

I remember when he was a mere puppy who was only 7 pounds probably more

but now about 11 years later he's a fucking tank but he's soo cute that you can't do nothing but adore him.

He was always calm and cool, sometimes it was confused with him being blue

but really he was holding his energy for something serious that he absolutly had to do

He was a really big dog. Soo big that he was afraid of his own weight

because there has been soo manys time that he would jump on something and it would just break.

or his weight would just not let him go past certain spots so he would patiently wait for me to come by so I can help him make his way.

I know at times he was jealous of Midknight because in alot of ways my mom would show him more affection but he always held a special place in my heart, he was my first dog, the first animal my heart actually let in.

I hate to see him go, I mean since a puppy I seen him grow, it's kind of like a death of one of your bros. I grew up with him so it hurts when I walk in the backyard and you're not there to hold.

Looking at you the other day I realized you were pain, so apart of me knows you were suffering, I kind of wished I knew what was in your brain so would know if want had happened was done with your approval or if it was just inhumane.

But now I'll never know because your gone but in my heart you'll live on, as my friend, my homie, compadre, my dog. I Love You.

R.I.P. Cosmic