Strong Emotions For Someone When You're Not Sure If They Feel The Same Way Too

I haven't been in a relationship in soo long, I hope I do no wrong.
A nice woman to touch, a nice woman to hold.
A hot warm plate to come home to.
She doesn't have to be perfect.
She doesn't even have to know how to cook.
I just want to look her in the eyes and know that I won my ultimate prize.
Love her despite any changes in her size.
Give her a guy that can make her forget where her insecurities lie.
I just want to protect, Love, cherish this one particular woman.
The feelings I hold strong since she got me wide open.
I try to not confuse sex, a crush, Love and lust.
It's been a minute since I began the journey to let her know that I'm someone she can trust.
I'm not trying to hold her down, I want to bring her up and make her feel more free despite no longer being single.
I'm reaching for my chance.
I'm begging the universe for one more glance each day without her.
I don't want her to feel sour.
I don't want her to feel overpowered.
I don't want her to feel hovered over.
I don't want to make her think, "I can't wait until this is over."
I just want her to feel a queen who doesn't need a crown.  I see her face, I hear her name, I automatically bow.
I want to give you something more.
I want to dedicate my time to you.
Please find me somewhere in your heart.
I see the wall you built.  You even have snipers on top ready to kill.
I come in peace to you.  I hope you feel the same way too...