I'm not happy.
I don't like my job
I feel doubt whenever I'm around family
I feel like my efforts are meaningless
I feel like the effort in Life is pointless
Life is a journey but where is my journey taking me?
Do I see the big picture or am I Living a fantasy?
What do my words mean? What do my actions say about me?
My intentions are pure but I can never seem to shake off this dirty feeling about myself?
Is this normal?
Does everyone go through this at some point of awareness?
What does this meditation really do?
Am I helping myself?
Can I do better? Or is this it?
How did I wake up today with such bleak thoughts? Or am I accepting the truth of things and things to come?
Should I publish this post or keep it to myself?
Fuck it, tomorrow is a new day. Take my emotions and what you feel.
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