A lot has changed for me. In a good way though. Its been a year, but my Life made a turn for the better. I see Life in a new light. I feel awakened by my own Light. I can give thanks to myself, a deity, a higher power, the people around me, even the bum on the street. You all helped me.
Does everything happen for a reason?
Is this fate?
Is this my predetermined destiny?
Or am I in complete control of everything?... EVERYTHING?
.... Fuck it, whatever. Who cares?
I'm just thankful.
I give thanks to the air for letting me breath. I give thanks to the water I drink for keeping my body flowing like the ocean. The food I eat for making my body stronger(yet not making me less hungrier *stomach growls*).
The people I met, thanks for making me wiser. The people I haven't met, thanks for giving me something to long for. If you came to me with ill intentions, thanks for making stronger. If in Love, thanks for helping me grow. All in all, thanks for the memories.
If what doesn't kill you makes you stronger... Just know, I'm still here.
If something does kill me, is there still a lesson that needs to be learned?
The Life I Live, is the Life I Live. No one can take that away from me. But to you is Life I give.
Come share it with me, there's plenty out there. I'm taking a shit as I write this but even this moment I don't take for granted. I cherish this time and all the time in the world(insert infinite symbol here)... Plus I got baby wipes here for my ass and I REALLY am grateful for that lol lol lol lol.... -straight face- -__-
In all seriousness, THANKS!!! This is our world, let's cherish it. Let's open our wings and expand our glory. Let's Love this world like it's about to end.
I kinda realized why things end on this earth. Things end to show us what we take for granted. If nothing actually ended we would take everything for granted. If we found out nothing had a time limit, what would we do? That's probably why there is no magical clock on relationships.
I escaped my own depths and entered into a new hole. Except now, I'm not afraid of this darkness, I embrace it, I Love it. It makes me realize I'm not perfect and that's perfectly fine, it's something to reach for :-).
I might be chasing the impossible but all that is possible was once thought as impossible, soo............ I'm briskly walking in that direction.
Enjoy this moment. This moment comes around only once. There won't be another June 13, 2013 5:28am ever again.
Lol let me clean myself up and go to bed. Let me enjoy this day and enjoy this air.
*sprays air freshener* Ahhhhh! Better lol
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