Never Defeated

I wake everyday with the same goal everyday

Survive

Surviving a potential beatdown, bill collectors, the boss and you don't win until go to place where your head lays

21 years seems like nothing which is true, 21 years is nothing compared to the wisdom you'll get from a nigga whose 35 who is still praising Hip Hop Hooray and anything else from back in the day.

Alot of times I walk out my door I swear thats going to be the day that I die

But I don't cry, I just let out a sigh and let life go by. *sigh*

Man when that day comes I don't know how I will react or if I even will notice it

but you know what, FUCK IT, turn my swag on, put my tough act on and just look at the corner of my eyes a little bit.

But I'm not going to front I love the 'hood, soo much life and potential, but positivity has been blocked off soo it will never show. Sad to say the hood is going to be the hood, now, next week, month and probably the next 30 years or so.

The hood is the prime example of enjoying all the little things in life, because we really ain't got shit but a basketball, some clothes, Papi at the corner store and playing cops with paper guns and using a stick as a knife.

But we get by and try not to worry about all the troubles in our daily lives because stressing about things is such a comprimise that it makes our lives such a drag, because then we over analyze, scrutinize, then we visualize a life that's soo much better and we just sit there till the end of time... And that's most peoples life story, they just "Fanticize".

But we carry on. As each day goes by, we get stronger, wiser, smarter unless we stunt our growth by reaching for the negative then we become weaker, dumber, lazier until your nothing but a pine box 6ft under and a tombstone that all stray dogs pee on. Even though we're sterotyped to not succeed 9 times out of 10, we're a bigger success than most celebs have EVER BEEN. Why? Because we were handed nothing, we strive to survive and we make a living in a situation that isn't comfy, so fuck what cha heard ain't no nigga above me.

Even though I'm 21, my life is kind of lovely. I don't start my actions then choke, NO, nigga I go for broke. So far I guess you can say I'm succeeding, becuase never lost the fight becuase I still have my life, I'm undefeated. And I let no nigga bring me down to drown because I'm a good swimmer and I'm throwing bricks at these clowns. This was a good first blog for here so let me click Publish Post now and get out of here.

PEace HXC